I suppose it's cute that he kisses her on the cheek so much, but here's the thing.
He doesn't lift his lips from her cheek or neck or whatever for usually between 10 and 20 seconds and just kisses over and over again. Just little pecks. But that sound, that little wet smack every time, makes me cringe. It happens every like, ten minutes or something. And I'm uncomfortable every single fucking time.

The first year I didn't get in the production, it hurt. But I had two more years.
The second year I didn't get in, it was a slap in the face, but I had one more year.
Now, it's a knife to the stomach and I have no more chances here.

I'm trying not to be bitter that I wasn't cast YET AGAIN, but I saw that cast list. I know for a fact that I was a stronger singer and dancer than at least two of those girls. And yet I didn't get cast, and Catherine has the gall to tell me that THAT was the reason.
I call bullshit!
I'll go see this show, because like four of my friends are in it, but I'll be seething inside.
Now please excuse me, I have to go write a paper before I cry myself off to sleep tonight. :(
At least my friends are demanding answers. Laura says she wants to burn something. I'm not sure what will actually happen, but it is nice to know.

You know what, reader?

I don't care if you're there. If you are, great! Stick around! If not- well, get used to bitching. Because I have a feeling that's what I'll mainly do here, so I'm not overwhelmed.

Another shitty thing that's happened as of late- I'm the thinnest I've been since... Middle school, maybe? And I still have to lose thirty pounds or so.
I honestly have so much going on inside of me, I sometimes feel like I'll explode.

Who do I talk to about a big situation in my life when the 3 people I normally talk to are all bad to talk to in this situation?
One is directly related.
One has a bias about me that shouldn't be there to be a good listener.
And the third just doesn't get it.

Honestly? My head is in a whirl and I don't have support. Yeah... This kind of sucks.

I honestly have no idea if the last thing I posted was really from November. If so, my apologies. Everything has just taken over.
I just thought to come say hello to anyone who may still pay attention to this blog. I guess it's rather been too long to start bitching about life already, so I guess I shall bid you adieu, hopefully only for a short while.